Friday, February 13, 2015

The Lansdowne Letters: Luring Teachers into the North


Curiosity prompted my father
to apply for a teaching position
he saw advertised in the summer of 1960.

The thought of teaching Indian children
at a Church of England Day School
in Lansdowne House on Lake Attawapiskat
had an aura of adventure about it.



Boreal Forest, Northern Ontario


At first, even finding a map that showed
the remote village deep in the boreal forest
of northern Ontario proved impossible.



Location of Lansdowne House
Sketch Based on Map of Ontario from 
Atlas of North America:
Space Age Portrait of a Continent
National Geographic 1985, pages 166-167.




My father said of his quick job offer:
"I was accepted almost instantaneously,
and although I like to think that this
was because of my qualifications, 
I imagine my speedy acceptance
by the Indian Affairs Branch
was largely attributable to the fact
that at that particular time, 
the Branch was desperate for teachers."



Future Northern Teacher and His Wife
Circa 1950
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved



The fact is that it was difficult
for the Indian Affairs Branch 
to lure teachers into the isolated north.
Enticements included 
a generous paycheck,
an isolation allowance, 
and a furnished teacherage 
with heat and light supplied for 
between $40.00 and $60.00 a month.



Department of Transport Housing
Lansdowne House
A Teacherage Would Be Something Like This
Photo by Don MacBeath,  Fall of 1960
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved


The Indian Affairs Branch glossed over a few details: 

1.  There was nowhere to spend that excellent remuneration.

2.  Heating oil was hauled in 45-gallon drums
     over the frozen landscape and into the 
     northern villages by tractor train once a year.  
         (To see historical tractor train (cat train) photos click here)

     The teacher (or his ten year old daughter)
     had to go outside to the fuel drum and 
     hand pump the oil into a portable container
     to carry the fuel inside and pour it into the furnace.
     This was the most fun on dark -50ยบ F nights,
     with the Indian dogs howling nearby. 

3.  Electric lights and power were provided
     by small Delco diesel generators
     with the diesel fuel hauled in
     by the same tractor trains.

     Unless, of course, there was no generator,
     and the teacher had to light his home
     with volatile kerosene lamps.

      



Modern Fuel Drums
(The drums 50 years ago looked just like these ~ minus the labels.)





Unfortunately for my father,
the Anglican teacherage in Lansdowne
had burned down the year before.
There was no place for our family to live.

Dad loved the North,
but more than anything,
he wanted us to join him.

Mr. Foss, the Indian Schools Inspector
assured my father at his orientation
in Sault Ste. Marie that a new teacherage
would be available for the 1961-62 school year.
Construction would take place
in the summer of 1961,  
once the building materials  
were hauled in by the tractor trains
in the winter of 1960-61. 




A Tractor Train
(also called Cat Train)
This train is carrying an actual house, not building materials. 
   

Dad kept trying to find out more
about the planned teacherage
from the government official
he saw most frequently,
the Nakina Indian Agent Gowan.
I'm sure my father's frustrating experiences 
trying to procure desks for his students
did not encourage positive thoughts
about the new teacherage.


On Friday, October 7, 1960
my father wrote to his mother about housing 
and educating his own children:
... The new teacherage 
that they are planning to build 
will be very nice from all the reports.  
However, I just wrote a letter to Foss 
about the size of the building.  
From what I can learn from Mr. Gowan, 
it will be pretty small for my family.  
Mr. Gowan wasn’t too sympathetic though.  
He said that they were hiring 
a teacher and not his family. 

This is a rather stupid attitude I think, 
for I certainly won’t stay here 
if I don’t get a decent place to live.  
I would be willing to stay for several years 
if they provided an adequate house, 
and I would think that it would be better for the Indians 
if they could have a teacher stay for a while, 
instead of having a new one every year.
  
Besides, they ought to be glad to get a teacher 
with my qualifications and experience 
who is willing to stay in an isolated place like this.  
pointed all this out to Foss when I wrote to him.

As far as the children’s’ education is concerned, 
I don’t foresee too much trouble.  
If all else fails, we can educate them using the 
Ontario Department of Education Correspondence Courses.  
After all, I am a teacher by profession, 
and I like to think that I am a fairly good one, 
enough to teach my own children if I have to.

Well, I must sign off now. ...
Bye now, love, Don.


FB Notes:  
1.  The rest of this letter was shared in last week's northern post.

2.  The You Tube video below shows a modern cat train (or tractor train as we called them in
     Lansdowne House).  It may help you imagine what a tractor train was like 50 years ago.

3.  You would not believe the shenanigans I went through to find and post this video!











Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

Friday, February 6, 2015

The Lansdowne Letters: Pushing Back the Black Night


Last May when Terry and I 
flew to Paris via Reykjavik
I was beyond excited.

Our plane's route took us 
over the heart of the northern landscape
I fell in love with as a young girl.

I could not tear my eyes from
the wilderness of lake and forest
that stretched in all directions
as far as I could see.




Northwestern Ontario
May, 2014
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved







It's not the vastness of the landscape
that struck me, but the emptiness.

I searched for the small communities
that are scattered across the lowlands 
west of Hudson Bay and James Bay,
but I found no sign of people anywhere.

The area is often described as remote,
but it's hard to grasp what that means
until you watch the empty landscape
slide by dreamlike
under a plane's wing
for a long time.




Donald MacBeath
Photo by Uno Manilla  October 1960
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved


I thought of my father
in his lonely room 
pushing back 
the black night 
of the northern bush
by typing his letters
to the rhythm
of Dixieland jazz 
spilling from his 
blue transistor radio.











Flying over the stark landscape
really drove home to me 
how isolated my father was
and why letters from home
were the highlight of his week.




Northwestern Ontario
May, 2014
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved



In a letter written on Friday, October 7, 1960
my father remarked to his mother:
I received four lovely letters 
from you in the mail today. ...
Don’t think that I mind getting so many letters 
or answering them either.  
I enjoy it very much.  
I don’t feel so lonesome 
when I am writing and receiving letters 
from the family, so keep them coming.








Myrtle MacBeath
(Dad's Mother)
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved






I have only a few of the letters
my Grandmother MacBeath wrote to my father, 
but from his letters to her
it is obvious that she peppered him
with questions as only a mother can.


In the same letter he wrote:
We eat very well at the Father’s, thank you.  
We have porridge or dry cereal every morning, 
and eggs and bacon, 
except on Friday when we just have eggs.  
We also have fruit juice or fresh fruit every morning 
and usually have fresh or canned fruit for dessert.  

For dinner and supper we have meat of assorted kinds, 
and lots of fresh vegetables, and potatoes, 
and quite frequently fresh greens.  
They get fresh fruit, eggs, milk, and butter every Friday. 

The only fault that I can find is 
that the milk sometimes gets kind of high 
before the next comes in, 
but I have learned to tolerate 
canned milk in tea and on cereal, 
though I would prefer fresh milk.  

I don’t drink milk with my meals now. 
I use tea at all meals 
and make coffee for myself in the evenings.  
It is just as well that I have stopped drinking milk, 
because it is fattening.  
Besides it is damned expensive – 65¢ a quart.  
The children are going to have to drink powdered milk next year,
but other than that, they will be able to eat as well as outside.

The only game I have had was moose meat, 
and I wasn’t overly impressed with that.  
The Father had a great potato crop this year, 
over a hundred bags off a small piece of ground.



Father Ouimet and Dad
in the Rectory Kitchen
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved
  



I really love it up here, Mother.  
I have never been so happy, or contented, 
or relaxed before in my life.  
My nerves are much better, 
and I am healthier in all respects.  
I was really in bad shape this spring and early summer, 
and this place is just what the doctor ordered. 

The only thing that bothers me is the loneliness.  
If I had my family up here with me, 
it would be heaven on earth.




My Father with a Kitty
Prince Edward Island, circa 1930
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved
  



If the new teacherage is large enough, 
you could even come up for a month or so at Christmas.  
The only rough part would be the night at Nakina 
and the trip in with the bush pilot, 
but I think you are sport enough to enjoy that.  
I might even be able to fly out to Nakina to meet you, 
though this would be quite expensive - 
$60.00 for the return trip.




  Nakina Hotel
© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved




You would have to wear warm clothes for the trip in, 
because the planes aren’t too well heated.  
However we can worry about all this 
when the time comes if it ever does.  
There is no sense in planning over a year ahead.


Well, I must sign off now. ...  
Austin Airways is coming in here tomorrow 
if the weather holds out, 
and I should be able to get this out with the pilot.  
At least, it will be ready if he does come in.

Bye now, 
love Don.



© M. Louise (MacBeath) Barbour/Fundy Blue
All Rights Reserved






Till next time ~
Fundy Blue




Wednesday, February 4, 2015

IWSG: February 4, 2015 ~ A Touch of Grace




It's a good day!

It's the first Wednesday 
of the month ~ 
the day when members of the
Insecure Writer's Support Group
share their writing struggles
and offer their encouragement
and support to other members.




To visit the IWSG, click here.

To become a member of the IWSG, click here.

Our wonderful co-hosts who are stepping up to help 
IWSG founder Alex J. Cavanaugh today are
Gwen GardnerDolorah, Sarah Foster, and M. Pax.
Visit them, thank them, and follow them (if you haven't yet).


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Have you ever retreated under the covers 
with a microwaved teddy bear
and huddled in the warm comforting dark?

January dealt me some bear-hugging days,
as obstacle after obstacle 
thwarted my writing schedule.
It would be easy to give up.





Don't Give Up  

























Sunday, the 31st, had me in frustrated tears 
before the start of the Super Bowl.

I admit, I was emotional
as I confronted a rite of passage
and wondered how
I had reached it so fast;
but, I was also determined
to get it done before kickoff.



Rite of Passage



























With resolve and the Ever-Patient there to support me,
I headed onto the Internet highway
only to flame out on the latest barricade.



We're sorry ..., We're sorry ...,























After rejecting my name three times,
the website locked me out.

Okay, I know my name ~
I've been using it for thirty years!

What is it with me and computers?



Help Just a Phone Call Away



"Pour yourself some coffee,
put the phone on speaker,
and be prepared to wait 
on hold for a long time,"
the Ever-Patient cheerfully offered,
as he headed out for work 
Monday morning.
"But I bet they tell you 
to go to the Aurora office."







I hate it when he's right.








Have you ever gone to your local
Social Security office?

There must have been a hundred people
filling the chairs, hugging the walls,
and spilling into the hallway,
all clutching their numbered tickets and waiting:  
bored, resigned, or impatient.

A hundred minutes crawled by
before I heard the magic words:  
"A256 go to Window 14."


"The Social Security Help Desk told me 
the name on my Social Security card
is not my legal name,"
I explain during my first interview.
"So I can't access online services
or sign up for Medicare.
But this is my name!"

I hand the problem card
to the woman behind the window.





Security questions.
Type, type, typing.

No answers,
only the instruction
to go back and wait 
for my name to be called.

I wait more long minutes
before hearing 
"M. Louise Barbour,
go to Window 19."

My name!
The name on my card!
Maybe spotting that bench 
when I turned into the parking lot
was a touch of grace from above!

The kind man behind Window 19
sent his fingers flying over his keyboard,
enrolling me in Medicare
and setting up my online account lickety split!

Bench???

Yup, this one: 





I danced out to the parking lot.

At first I hadn't recognized where I was
as I drove into the parking lot hours earlier.
The street was dirt in October 1982,
and the transmission towers 
had marched through open fields.  






But the transmission towers
slammed me
this morning,
and I suddenly realized
that it had to be near
~
that bench 
that shot my life
off in an unexpected direction
decades ago.




Did you ever have a powerful premonition,
a gut-kick feeling of WRONG so strong
that it catapulted you into a fast run?






I did as I waited on that bench in late 1982 
for an appointment to view a condo I hoped to rent.

"I may be late," the owner had told me.
"Please wait, because I might get stuck
in rush hour traffic."

He was, and I waited.
But the longer I waited, 
the more uneasy I got.





I looked at those branching sidewalks,
with a growing sense of dread 
and a solidifying conviction 
that I was at an important fork in my road.

I knew that if I stayed,
if I met that owner,
I'd rent that condo,
and head down the wrong fork.

The more I struggled with the thought 
of bailing on my appointment,
the more panic billowed inside me.
I had to get out of there ~ NOW!
I could feel a door swinging shut.

I fled.

That owner was so pissed 
when I called him later that evening
and told him I couldn't rent his condo.
He had arrived just minutes after I ditched.

A few days later I rented an apartment
miles and miles away in Denver.

And then I met the Ever-Patient 
at the bus stop by my new apartment complex.
He had just moved into it too.





After I left the 
Social Security office,
I crossed the street
and sat on the bench.

It was cold
in the shade of
the surrounding trees,
as I sat and 
remembered 
choosing
on this bench
a lifetime ago.







Honeymoon 1984





If I hadn't left, 
my path and Terry's
would never
have crossed.























A warm feeling of grace
washed over me
in the cold shade.

It's okay to have an occasional
bear-hugging day,
as long as pull yourself together
and confront the obstacles 
life throws at you.

Things have a way of working out
when you listen to that voice inside you.

My inner voice is saying
You can do this!
Things will calm down,
and you will write 
on that schedule you mapped out.
Don't give up! 

Happy writing everyone!

Saturday, January 31, 2015

Scavenger Hunt 2015: Colorado


This month I'm taking a different approach.
Every picture I've used for this hunt 
was taken in or from my home.



January's List

1.  Something New

Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott


My niece Deirdre gave this to me for Christmas, 
and I am about halfway through it.  
It contains wonderful advice on writing 
and is deliciously funny!

I love this humorous anecdote:

“My son, Sam, at three and a half,
had these keys to a set of plastic handcuffs,
and one morning he intentionally locked himself out of the house.

I was sitting on the couch reading the newspaper
when I heard him stick his plastic keys
into the doorknob and try to open the door.

Then I heard him say, "Oh, shit."

My whole face widened,
like the guy in Edvard Munch's Scream.

After a moment I got up and opened the front door.
"Honey," I said, "what'd you just say?"

"I said, 'Oh, shit,'" he said.

"But, honey, that's a naughty word.
Both of us have absolutely got to stop using it.
Okay?"

He hung his head for a moment,
nodded, and said, "Okay, Mom."

Then he leaned forward and said confidentially,
"But I'll tell you why I said 'shit.'"

I said Okay, and he said,
"Because of the fucking keys!”

 goodreads ~ Anne Lamott



2.   Landscape
Out the Front Door



Out the Back



We've had wild swings of temperature and weather this January;
but early morning sunshine falling on fresh snow is hard to top!



3.  Words
Words ~ Letters and a Manuscript


I spend my days working 
with my mother's and father's words, 
turning them into my lifelong dream 
of writing a memoir. 



4.  Cold


We woke up to a cold morning
on January 4th!  (-15ยบ C)


      





5.  Bottle




This decorative bottle was given to me
by a student years ago. 



6.  Up High
Snow Patterns up High on Our Neighbor's Roof





7.  In the Fridge


Our downstairs bar refrigerator
has one can of beer
and one scary hunk of ice!
I need to get defrosting!



8.  Texture
My Favorite Teddy Bears


My white teddy bear is a long ago gift from my husband.
The black and grey one is made from 
my Grandmother MacDonald's lamb's wool coat.  
My sister Bertie had it made for me  
after Grammie's death.
The coat made teddy bears for a number of us,
and each one is treasured by its owner.



9.  Hidden
Do you see what is hidden up high in our closet?





Sometimes those chocolate kisses
whisper, calling to me, 
but they're a pain to reach.  

So far their hidden spot is working!








10.  Blue
Touches of Blue in Our Livingroom




 11.  Big
A Small Piece of a Big Project


I'm in the midst of organizing literally thousands of photos.




12.  Whatever You Want
My Study


This is where I write and work on my photography.



My Honey

Not taken at home nor in January,
but the Ever-Patient is what makes our house my home.



February's List:   
Flowers, Love, Number, Something Beautiful, 
Your favorite Color, Bird, On the Road, Tap,
Price, Heart, A Corner of Your Home
Whatever You Want

Thanks to Jill (Greenthumb) 
and her Made with Love blog 
for setting up the scavenger hunt.