Friday, July 31, 2026

Now What???

Just when I think no more men in hardhats with big machines could show up
to work in our neighborhood, they crowd in pulling their fascinating loads.
What's Up Now?
Here Come More Men in Hardhats with Big Machines
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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I knew something was up when a rainbow of flags, marks and numbers
began decorating the neighborhood, first yellow, then red, then orange, then others.

An Intriguing Rainbow
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 28, 2026
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When I saw the rainbow spread of colors, I had to find out what they stood for.
Obviously things under the ground,
but what things, and why were they all so carefully delineated?
I began to poke around on a couple of my morning walks, reading the colored flags:
yellow~natural gas lines, red~electric lines, blue~water mains, green~sewage lines, ...
Orange, white, pink ...

Red Electric and Yellow Gas, Side by Side and Snuggled Up to Orange Comcast
No Clue What the White's For - At This Location
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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As the extent of this municipal mycelium was revealed,
I began to feel a distinct sense of vulnerability.
How much of a disaster would it take to knock out our modern infrastructure,
and how many of the thousands and thousands of people
crammed into this densely-populated suburban space would survive?
Likely not me.  To quote Cobain, "... I don't have a gun."

Combat that bleak thought with a positive and hopeful one,
the summer blooming of my Grandmother MacDonald's aromatic climbing roses
which have been a source of joy for generations of my family.
My sister Bertie sent me photos last week, 
and I swear I could smell the blooms past and present.

Grammie's Climbing Roses
Smith's Cove, Nova Scotia
July 20, 2026
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It didn't take me long to figure out what was going on in the neighborhood
when I remembered the tag dangling from our garage door handle last week.
"AT&T fiber:  Hyper-fast internet is coming your way." 

Sure enough, a fiber optic cable-laying crew arrived a few days ago
to begin installing the internet cable in the "public right-of-ways" in our neighborhood.
As far as I can tell our neighborhood consists almost entirely
of "public right-of-ways," even in our own yards.

Laying the Fiber Optic Conduit That Will Contain the Fiber Optic Cable
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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Even though they spoke little English, the crew kindly showed me their work.
They drill a horizontal hole under the ground with a horizontal directional drill. 
Then using the same horizontal drilling machine, 
they pull a thick, flexible plastic pipe called a conduit through the borehole.
Finally, the fragile fiber optic cable is blown through ~
I didn't see this part of the operation ~ Drats!
Right now they're laying the main cables, and later they will install the secondary cables.

Feeding the Fiber Optic Conduit into the Ground
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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A Horizontal Directional Drill Drilling the Hole for the Fiber Optic Conduit
It drills a precise underground path to install pipes, conduits, or cables without digging a full trench.
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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Good to Know That the Gas Line is 44 Inches Down!
The Cable Line (circled in pink) is Safely Above the Gas Line
Pink is for All the AT&T Fiber Optic Cable Locations and  Notes
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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A Block's With of Cable Laying Equipment
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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I can see one of their workmen spraying lines across the golf course right now.

A Worker's Dedication
Locating Municipal Mycelium, Even in the Rain
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 30, 2026
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If you're open to people and show interest in what they are doing,
you can learn all kinds of fascinating things.
(And oh, white is most often for the irrigation pipes for our golf club water renovation.)

"Cheese!" He Says!
Feeding Conduit
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 27, 2026
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I keep thinking of the quote from Anthony Doerr's book All the Light We Cannot See,
"Open your eyes and see what you can with them before they close forever."
Are you opening your eyes?
Life, like fiber optic cable, is fragile.


How many of you saw this amazing shot captured by my Blogging Bud, Roentare?
It's one photo from his Whittlesea Rodeo Series, shared on Tuesday July 21st. 
This talented photographer and lyrical writer certainly has his eyes open.

Photo by Roentare

May you have a great weekend filled with open eyes, relaxation and laughs!
 


 Till next time ~
 Fundy Blue
 
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My next post will be IWSG Day
Wednesday, August 5th, 2026 🤞 

On the Bay of Fundy
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Friday, July 24, 2026

How's Life Treating You These Days?

Two crazy busy weeks for me!  Coupled with not feeling great.
More than this ADHD person could handle.  ðŸ˜‚

My current situation


But I was determined to post this week, even if it's just a few funnies.
I've been unpacking more boxes that were stuffed our crawl space before our renovation.
And I've been organizing like crazy.



All this crawling around in tight places shifting heavy boxes
is helping me find more hurting places in my body than I could imagine.


I haven't been getting the best sleep.
Too much on my mind in the middle of the night.



And I've been focusing on my exercise program a lot.


I've been going to the grocery store once or twice a week
so I can have a small shopping trip rather than a big one every two or three weeks. 
And  I can catch more sales and save more money!
I'm getting quicker, but we have one groaning refrigerator and pantry.
And some things I'll never understand.





Meanwhile I continue to deal with my soul mate whose eyeballs don't move.


And I am more determined to get my life together than ever!
I'm not giving up.



How's life treating you these days?
I'd love to hear!


May you have a great weekend filled with relaxation and laughs!
 


 Till next time ~
 Fundy Blue
 
Standing Into Danger                                    https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com
 Copyright ©2026 – All rights reserved.

My next post will be IWSG Day
Friday, July 31st 🤞 

On the Bay of Fundy
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Friday, July 10, 2026

Computer Hell, and a Few Happy Things!

First of all, I apologize to everyone whose comments I haven't responded to
and whose posts I haven't visited back yet.
I've spent this week in computer hell.
It started with a printer that wouldn't print, and I plummeted from there.
Right now I'm stuck in Circle 5 of Dante's Inferno:  Wrath and Sullenness ~
floundering around in the muddy waters of the Styx.  ðŸ˜‚

Stradanus, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons

This too will pass. 
Meanwhile I'm on to happier things, starting with gratitude.

I have no idea where I found this ~
Possibly at my friend Linda's Blog

It's true.  I am a fortunate person, especially this morning
when the Middle East is plunging into further chaos. 
There is too much suffering on our ailing planet.

When I'm not on the phone with a technical person, I've continued to unpack and declutter.
It's easier than trying to figure out how the hell to write a book.
I'm paralyzed with despair, feeling overwhelmed,
but I'm going to stare at the damn manuscript on my computer
for a minimum of an hour every day and move forward somehow.
Floundering around in the River Styx again.  ðŸ˜‚

Here are a few treasures I've unearthed this week:

1.  My First Happy Find!  Is this precious or what? 

Sara with Dipsy (green) and Laa-Laa (yellow)
Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Christmas Day 1998
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My adorable niece Sara is clutching her Teletubbies, Dipsy and Laa-Laa,
after a major crisis.  
It was Christmas 1998, and our extended family had gathered
at my sister Donnie and BIL Martin's home for Christmas dinner.
In the chaos Dipsy disappeared, and there was no peace until Dipsy was found.
Sara was distraught, inconsolable.
Some forgotten hero ferreted Dipsy out from under
a pile of gifts beneath Donnie and Martin's sparkling Christmas tree.
Crisis resolved!

Donnie and Martin's Tree Many Years Later
Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Christmas Day 2016
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Sara is the only other person in my family that I know of who has wished for a magic wand.
She was about the same age as in her Teletubbies photo, five,
when she asked her dad to make her a magic wand.
And Peter, who would do anything for his girls Sara and Natalie,
crafted Sara a lovely wand and gave it to her.
She raced upstairs and stomped downstairs again almost immediately.
Sara threw the wand on the floor in front of Peter storming, "It doesn't work!"

She had waved the magic wand over a box in her bedroom,
expecting a computer to appear.
Welcome to reality! 😂

But in a way that magic wand did work, because Peter who is a gifted techie,
soon presented Sara with her own computer.

Peter and Sara
Smith's Cove, Nova Scotia, Canada
July 28, 2024
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Now Sara is a fierce advocate for the rights of Indigenous people in Canada,
and she recently emerged from the devastating suicide of one of her Indigenous girls
to pursue a Masters in sociology.

In her first course she did a case study of our extended family
and received a detailed survey back from most of us
containing at least four generations of stories and secrets
followed up by extensive phone calls. 
She knows everything, including what we all think about everyone else.  ðŸ˜±
She is one amazing, determined gal, and I can't wait to see what she does next!

Sara and Her Fiancé Justen
Smith's Cove, Nova Scotia, Canada
July 28, 2024
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2.  My second happy find!

My American Flag
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 8, 2026
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And this really is my American flag.
It was presented to me during my citizenship ceremony
when I became a US citizen on January 22, 1999.
Despite our current turmoil, I love my adopted country, and I am a proud American.
I thought I had lost my flag forever, and here it is!

The Stars and Strips Flying for Our 250th Independence Day
On an E470 Overpass Construction Site Near Our Home.
There are lots of big machines and hardhats in my future. 😂
Aurora, Colorado, USA
July 5, 2026
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3.  My third happy find!

An Entry in My Journal on Monday, April 12, 2021
"He is so very, very lucky to be alive."
July 8, 2026
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On Saturday, April 10, 2021, Terry came home from playing pickleball feeling a little odd.
We decided to go the then Parker Adventist Hospital just to be safe. 
I quickly drove the five miles to the emergency room,
and the staff raced Terry up to the Cath Lab.
He was having a widow-maker heart attack.

The skilled and compassionate Dr. Lee MacDonald
literally paddled Terry back to life with a defibrillator.
If Terry had been anywhere else, he would have died.

Dr. Lee MacDonald

One of my best friends Gary was once a firefighter,
second in command in the Aurora Fire Department.
He handled emergency and triage services for Pope John Paul II's visit to Aurora in 1993.

Gary royally chewed me out for driving Terry to the hospital and not calling 911.
"Our trucks carry equipment that can save your life!
Our firefighters can save your life!
Even if you think it's not life threatening, call 911!"

Point taken!
Everyone, call 911.  Don't chance it, like we did.
Terry is very, very lucky to be alive.

Cheri, Gary, and Terry at Thanksgiving Dinner
Magianno's Little Italy
Inverness, Colorado, USA
November 28, 2019
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And here's a shout out to our nephew Conor, who is a volunteer firefighter and EMT
with the Cascade Volunteer Fire Department in Cascade, Colorado.

Conor and I
Outrigger Reef Waikiki Beach Resort, Monkeypod Kitchen
Waikiki, H USA
July 8, 2026
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Here's a rousing heavy metal song I also discovered this week.
It honors our first responders who save lives every day,
"Blue on Black" by Five Finger Death Punch.


I've been working on this post yesterday and today,
between online sessions with my amazingly patient Canon tech Jayden.  
A solution to my memoir impasse occurred to me this afternoon.
I've been studying Reading Lolita in Tehran:  A Memoir in Books by Azar Nafasi.
It is a memoir filled with many quotations and references without much documentation.

I've been trying to back up everything I'm writing with historical documentation.
The documentation and footnotes have been making me crazy.
Suddenly I'm realizing that I don't have to do that.
I can just write it without that crap duress.  If Azar did so, why not me?
I have a way forward!

What a week!
I hope yours has been easier!
Even when life seems dark, there is always a way forward with gratitude and hope.


Note:  Never call a firefighter a fireman! 😂

May you have a great weekend filled with relaxation and laughs!
 


 Till next time ~
 Fundy Blue
 
Standing Into Danger                                    https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com
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My next post will be IWSG Day
Friday, July 17th. 🤞 

On the Bay of Fundy
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Wednesday, July 1, 2026

IWSG Day: Wednesday, July 1, 2026 ~ Wishing for a Magic Wand

   



It's the first Wednesday of the month,
the day that members of the
Insecure Writer's Support Group
share their writing struggles
and writing successes
and offer their encouragement
and support to fellow writers.






To visit the IWSG website, click here.

To become a member of the IWSG, click here.

Our wonderful co-hosts who are volunteering today,
along with IWSG Founder Alex J. Cavanaugh are 

Stop by their posts and thank them for hosting.
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Every month the IWSG announces a question that members can answer
with advice, insight, a personal experience, or a story in their IWSG posts.

Or, the question can inspire members
if they aren't sure what to write about on IWSG Day.

Remember the question is optional.

This month's optional question is: 
Is there anything you'd like to see changed, added, and/or rearranged about the book publishing industry?
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Happy July, Everyone! 
I hope that you have had a happy, healthy, and fulfilling June!
I've been home since last IWSG Day, and that has been wonderful.
I've had time to sit out on our deck with Terry and enjoy the long summer evenings.

Almost Mid-Summer's Eve
Looking West Toward  the Rockies
Aurora, Colorado, USA
June 16, 2026
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Being home has also forced me to confront all that remains
to be done after our major home renovation last year.

"You're still unpacking?" gasped my bought-and-sold-many houses,
moved-way-too-many-times best friend over dinner late Sunday afternoon. 

"I'm not you, Cheri."  I deadpanned.

Our Amazing Friends, Cheri and Gary
Maggiano's Little Italy
Englewood, Colorado, USA
November 28, 2019
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They had recently arrived from their winter home in Arizona
to spend the summer in their Colorado condo on the far side of town.
We get together as often as we can.

Cheri can pack up or unpack a house or condo in two or three days,
and she doesn't have to resort to Swedish Death Cleaning like I must now.

She does not get distracted like I do.
Guaranteed she wouldn't have come across the receipts for her wedding night
like I did while sorting through a stack of papers this week.
She'd have pitched those receipts after her wedding month.
And she wouldn't have been sidetracked like I was
by preserving them in my journal while enjoying a margarita. 😂

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My distractibility, okay ADHD, also explains why I'm always racing to finish my IWSG post.
Despite all good my intentions, here I am again madly typing at the last minute.
Really, did our posting day have to land on the first day of the month?

So this month's question asks what I'd like to see changed,
added, and/or rearranged about the book publishing industry.

What I really want is a magic wand that I can wave over my manuscript mess
and transform it to a published best seller on the New York Times Best Seller List.
I'd be doing a book tour with the planning and financing handled by my publishing company
nice hotels and meals please, also a makeup artist and a hairstylist to accompany me.
My publishing company would arrange for me to appear
on CNN NewsNight with Abby Phillip, where the panel and I would discuss
my brilliant expose of Canada's treatment of Indigenous people in my memoir.
And ... well, that ain't going to happen.

So, since I, as a writer hoping to get my memoir published, have to do all the heavy lifting
of marketing ~ like defining my target audience, building an author's platform, 
promoting my book online and in live venues, finding reviews, and selling my book,
so I, as a writer who frequently feels like Sisyphus,
want to own the rights to my book and higher royalties.

My Writing Mess
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My Father's Students and Classroom
Photo by Donald Blair MacBeath
Lansdowne House, Northern Ontario, Canada
January 1961
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But I'll worry more about these things when the time gets closer.
Meanwhile I'll keep plodding along on my manuscript and our house.

Happy Canada Day to all the Canadians celebrating today! 🇨🇦 🇨🇦 🇨🇦
Happy Independence Day to all the Americans celebrating on the 4th! ðŸ‡±ðŸ‡· ðŸ‡±ðŸ‡· ðŸ‡±ðŸ‡·
May the US beat Bosnia and Herzegovina in the World Cup today! ⚽ ⚽ ⚽

I'll be celebrating everything!

Canadian by Birth, American by Naturalization
Annapolis Royal, Nova Scotia, Canada
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If you are also a member of our Facebook Group,
I invite you to visit and to provide a link to your IWSG post. 
Facebook members are invited to answer our July question too.

Happy creating in July!
Take care!



Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

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