Friday, January 28, 2022

Aloha!

Okay, time to get back in my blogging routine again.
I am feeling so much better! 
Hawaii is working its magic, and so is my medication.

I've been taking random shots of things that have caught my eye.
Here are some recent photos:

My Favorite Subject ~ Terry  
West Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Bougainvillea
Waikiki, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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A Regal Pigeon
Waikiki, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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Wave Breaking Near the Queen's Walkway into the Ocean
Waikiki, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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Surfer on a Wave by Robert Pashby
Queens Beach Near Waikiki, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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Surfer Searching for a Wave
Queens Beach Near Waikiki, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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Hula Dancer
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 25, 2022
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I Wouldn't Know This Was My Shadow
if I Didn't Take the Photo
Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Don't Forget Your Furry Friends!
Lahaina, Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Our Plane Comes in for a Landing at Kahului International Airport 
Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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The Pavillion at Queens Beach
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 20, 2022
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Spores in Ferns
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 25, 2022
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Kids Playing
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 25, 2022
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Kahoʻolawe from Maui
Wailea, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Waiting for Our Landlord
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 9, 2022
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Work in Progress on Front Street
Lahaina, Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Boardwalk by Resorts at Ka'anapali Beach 
Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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West Maui from Wailea on the Southern Leeward Coast
Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Hula Dancers   
Lahaina, Maui, Hawaii, USA
January 26, 2022
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Sunset at Waikiki
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
January 9, 2022
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Next week I will be posting on Wednesday, January 2,
for the Insecure Writer's Support Group's monthly get-together.
I'm still catching up with my blogging friends. 
Stay happy and safe!




Till next time ~
Fundy Blue



On the Bay of Fundy
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Wednesday, January 5, 2022

IWSG: Wednesday, January 5, 2022 ~ Writing Regrets

 





It's the first Wednesday of the month,
the day that members of the
Insecure Writer's Support Group
share their writing struggles
and writing successes
and offer their encouragement
and support to fellow writers.






To visit the IWSG website, click here.

To become a member of the IWSG, click here.

Our wonderful co-hosts who are volunteering today,
along with IWSG Founder Alex J. Cavanaugh are Erika Beebe, Olga Godim, Sandra Cox, Sarah Foster, and, Chemist Ken! 

I hope you have a chance to visit today's hosts and thank them for co-hosting.
I'm sure they would appreciate a visit and an encouraging comment.

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Every month the IWSG announces a question that members can answer
with advice, insight, a personal experience, or a story in their IWSG posts.

Or, the question can inspire members
if they aren't sure what to write about on IWSG Day.

Remember the question is optional.
This month's featured question is: 
What's the one thing about your writing career you regret the most? Were you able to overcome it?
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Happy New Year Everyone!
Here's hoping 2022 is a good one for each of you!

I'm keeping this short because I'm still dealing with 
a raging thyroid and worsening eyesight.
I now weigh what I weighed when I was eleven!
As of today, my endocrinologist is treating me more aggressively with drugs,
and I see an ophthalmologist who specializes in Graves eye disease on Thursday.
Feeling better, seeing better, is getting closer.

So is Hawaii!  
Yes, fingers crossed, Terry and I are flying to Honolulu on Sunday.

Waikiki from the top of Diamond Head
Honolulu, Hawaii, USA
March 10, 2018
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My biggest writing regret?
I wish as a university student I had seen writing as a career option.
But it was drilled into me throughout my young life 
that I must have a career,
that I must be able to stand on my own two feet,
and I must not depend on a husband.
Generations of tragedy on both sides of my family fueled these imperatives.

My parents sacrificed everything for their son, 
and their four daughters, to graduate from university,
so I never considered writing as an option.
I needed a solid and secure career that came with good pay and benefits.

I regret not having decades and decades of writing 
what I wanted to write behind me now.

But if I had followed that path,
I would have missed the wonder of rocks and geology,
the thrill of searching and drilling for oil in the Oil Patch,
and my rewarding teaching career with all those amazing kiddos.

Driller Jack Taylor and I in the Doghouse
DNB Rig, Western Kansas Oil Patch, USA
February 1982
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I never did anything halfway.
I was always called an overachiever ~ How I hate that label!
I was not an overachiever!
I was passionate, 
and I poured my heart and energy into my different careers.
I had nothing left over to write the books inside me.
I wrote constantly connected to my work, 
but it was not what I wanted to write.

I think we all must wonder about the roads not taken.
I took a different road from that of a professional writer, 
but my chosen road was a rich and fulfilling one.
Regret is a powerful emotion.  Maybe I feel more of a what if.
My life is what it is, and now I can write.

I'm greedy for life, and I'm greedy for time to write.
I've smacked into a giant pile of downed trees obstructing my path,
but I'm sawing through them,
and soon I'll be back to writing as I want to.

This past month I've been beaten down physically.
I had a wonderful visit with some of my family in Calgary
and a lovely Christmas Eve with Terry's family,
but most of the time I've felt rotten and exhausted.

My brother Roy, me, Terry, and my sister-in-law Susan
My best day in December (10th)
Fish Creek Provincial Park, Calgary, Alberta, Canada
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I haven't looked at my blog or opened my email in a month.
I'm posting today because I care so much about the IWSG.
I can't promise that I'll get around much to visit today.
I have three medical/ophthamalogist appointments in the next two days,
and I have to pack.

I cannot wait to see the ocean, palm trees, and Diamond Head.
Our apartment on Waikiki has good wifi,
and my stronger and new meds should kick in soon.
So, I will get around to all my blogging buddies and IWSG visitors very soon.
My manuscript is traveling with me.
And, even if I have to crawl, I'm getting to the top of Diamond Head.

Our Great Niece Ella Grace MacBeath
An Independent Young Woman at Four
December 10, 2021
Calgary, Alberta, Canada
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I hope each of you has fun visiting around today.
Happy writing to each of you in January!





Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com 





Saturday, December 4, 2021

Taking a Little Breather!




I'll be back on Wednesday, January 5th for the Insecure Writer's Support Day.
I'm taking a little breather.
I hope to pop in and visit blogs during this time, but I won't be posting.
Hopefully by then, I'll be feeling lots better!

Wishing each of you the best of holidays, however you celebrate the season.
And may 2022 be kind to you!




Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com 





Tuesday, November 30, 2021

IWSG: Wednesday, December 1, 2021 ~ Stresses and Delights in Writing

 




It's the first Wednesday of the month,
the day that members of the
Insecure Writer's Support Group
share their writing struggles
and writing successes
and offer their encouragement
and support to fellow writers.






To visit the IWSG website, click here.

To become a member of the IWSG, click here.

Our wonderful co-hosts who are volunteering today,
along with IWSG Founder Alex J. Cavanaugh are P.J. Colando, Diane Burton, Natalie Aguirre, Jacqui Murray, and me, Louise - Fundy Blue! 

I hope you have a chance to visit today's hosts and thank them for co-hosting.
I'm sure they would appreciate a visit and an encouraging comment.

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Every month the IWSG announces a question that members can answer
with advice, insight, a personal experience, or a story in their IWSG posts.

Or, the question can inspire members
if they aren't sure what to write about on IWSG Day.

Remember the question is optional.
This month's featured question is: 
In your writing, what stresses you the most? What delights you? 
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Happy December, Everyone!
It will definitely be a happy month for me!
I'm flying to Calgary on Sunday to see some of my family.
I haven't seen anyone in my family since the pandemic began.
We are very close, and it has been really hard for me to be so far away.

We Five
Barbie, Bertie, Roy, Me (Louise), and Donnie
Smith's Cove, Nova Scotia, Canada
August 7, 2019
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Stresses and delights in writing?
Right now it's very black and white for me.
If I write, I'm delighted, and if I don't, I'm stressed.

November has been a frustrating month for me.
Graves Disease is impacting my eyesight, and my double vision is worsening,
making it difficult to drive and sometimes difficult to read and to write.
This has led to my battling depression.

My glasses that I bought to correct my double vision in late August 
are almost useless, because my vision has changed so much. 
I look like a turtle with an outstretched neck when driving, 
with my head lifted up and my glasses perched on the tip of my nose to see in focus.
And then there's the big pair of wraparound sunglasses on top of my prescription glasses,
because the sunlight hurts my eyes.

Nevertheless, I tackled NaNo and managed 39,605 words.
I'm disappointed I didn't get to 50,000 words,
but I've promised myself I'll reach that 50,000 words 
after I return from Calgary and before Christmas.

I'm sorry I neglected my blog this month. 
I didn't have the energy to both blog and participate in NaNo

I know I'll get on top of things.  This is transitory.
My endocrinologist and my ophthalmologist will work their magic,
and I'll be back to a more normal me.
I'm looking forward to a lot more writing delight!

And I have a new working title for my memoir:  Northern Exposure.
This has been resonating with me lately,
because my memoir is about more than Lansdowne House.
My book needs Fritz and John and Two Point on Lac Seul.

Meanwhile, as an IWSG co-host, I am looking forward to making the rounds.
I plan to visit lots of members today!

Northern Exposure 1
Mom, Gretchen (our dog), Donnie, Roy, and Barbie (back)
Baby Bertie, and Me (front)
Lansdowne House, Ontario, Canada
Late Spring 1960
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Northern Exposure 2
Mom, Gretchen (our dog), Donnie, Roy, and Barbie (back)
Baby Bertie, and Me (front)
Lansdowne House, Ontario, Canada
Late Spring 1960
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Northern Exposure 3
Bertie (left), Fritz, Barbie, and John (front)
Lac Seul, Ontario, Canada
Summer 1960
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I hope each of you has fun visiting around today.
Have a wonderful holiday season however you celebrate,
and happy writing to each of you in December!





Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com 





 

Tuesday, November 2, 2021

IWSG: Wednesday, November 3, 2021 ~ This or That?

  




It's the first Wednesday of the month,
the day that members of the
Insecure Writer's Support Group
share their writing struggles
and writing successes
and offer their encouragement
and support to fellow writers.






To visit the IWSG website, click here.

To become a member of the IWSG, click here.

Our wonderful co-hosts who are volunteering today,
along with IWSG Founder Alex J. Cavanaugh are Kim Lajevardi, Victoria Marie Lees, Joylene Nowell Butler, Erika Beebe,  and Lee Lowrey.

I hope you have a chance to visit today's hosts and thank them for co-hosting.
I'm sure they would appreciate a visit and an encouraging comment.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Every month the IWSG announces a question that members can answer
with advice, insight, a personal experience, or a story in their IWSG posts.

Or, the question can inspire members
if they aren't sure what to write about on IWSG Day.

Remember the question is optional.
This month's featured question is: 
What's harder to do, coming up with your book title or writing the blurb?
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Happy November, Everyone!
Can you believe we're into the tail end of the year?
American Thanksgiving and Christmas are racing at Terry and me.
Throw in a trip to Vegas, a trip to Calgary, and NaNoWriMo,
and I'm dancing on the tips of my skates trying not to fall.





This or that?  Title or Blurb?
I find both coming up with a title and writing a blurb daunting!

I've written a lot of things, but they are typically short.
Titles are much easier to create, and one will often come to me as I write, 
usually a significant phrase or words in the piece.
I've rarely written a blurb.

I do have my first book underway, my memoir.
I don't have a title for it.
For a long time its working title was Human Refuse, but that was too dark.
Now I'm using A Place Called Lansdowne House as a placeholder in NaNoWriMo.
I don't have a clue what the actual title will be.

Lost in the Bush
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As for a blurb, my memoir is gushing like a broken water main,
overflowing with voices, themes, trauma, history, and everyday life.
I can't stem the flow, let alone reduce it to a blurb.

Right now I'm rewriting everything in a massive chronological narrative,
hoping my path through it all will emerge.

If any of you have participated in NaNo while rewriting,
how did you count your daily words?
I worked over four hours yesterday
and ended up with fewer words than when I started.
I decided to give myself 400 words for each hour I worked
for a total of 1624 words.



My purpose in doing NaNoWriMo is to get back into writing daily,
after a year of upsets, the latest my just being diagnosed with Graves Disease.
Should I move forward with my plan, or should I be kicked out of NaNo?

Good luck to any of you participating in NaNo this year!
Here's a little humor to help you along.


















I hope each of you has fun visiting around today.
Happy writing to each of you in November!





Till next time ~
Fundy Blue

https://selkiegrey4.blogspot.com